Abstract As a victim/cosurvivor, my experiences with the criminal justice system have called me to confront hard truths and the brutal facts of coming to terms with death, life, meaning, responsibility, and healing in innumerable ways. The real and tangible balance as a practitioner, victim, and healer are oftentimes disconnected from theory, practice, and life and death experiences. What does it mean to be human in the processes of restoration and reconciliation while hosting complexities, contradictions, and complacencies that all too often reduce victims/cosurvivors to being forgotten, dismissed, and neglected within the criminal justice system? Why do communities of people who long for and deserve trauma-informed interconnectedness, restoration, healing, and reconciliation continue to suffer from the absence of them? My multidimensional perspective as a victim and advocate grapples with my role as a practitioner as it relates to bodies of evidence, theories, best practices, and justice policies.

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可见和不可见的暴力和损失后果的面孔：正义和治疗的根本弹性

摘要作为受害者/共同幸存者，我在刑事司法系统中的经历让我面对残酷的事实和残酷的事实，以无数种方式接受死亡、生命、意义、责任和治愈。作为从业者、受害者和治疗者，真正和切实的平衡往往与理论、实践和生死经历脱节。在恢复与和解的过程中作为人类意味着什么，同时承载着复杂性、矛盾和自满情绪，而这些复杂性、矛盾和自满情绪常常使受害者/共同幸存者在刑事司法系统中被遗忘、解雇和忽视？为什么那些渴望并应该得到创伤知情的相互联系、恢复、治愈、和解继续因他们的缺席而受苦？我作为受害者和倡导者的多维视角与我作为从业者的角色作斗争，因为它与证据、理论、最佳实践和司法政策有关。